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Monday 30 January 2012

confession..#1

Assalam and hey there!!its been awhile..err...I think what I'm gonna post right now is, I'm gonna tell you a lil bit facts about me..not too much, just to reveal some of my side...or should I say..DARKER side???hmm...you'll be the judge..so, I just hope that everyone can accept the fact that I'm going to tell you, and yes, accept me just the way I was behaving..

#1. I'm a BAD-TEMPERED person..
yes...I am a bad tempered person..I get mad easily..and the worse is, sometimes I get mad without a reason..fuhh...but I'm gladly to say that, I don't get angry the way I used to angry before, such as punching the wall, punching the glass or punching everything nearer me except HUMAN.I'm avoiding it, but that doesn't mean I don't do it anymore..its just a matter that when I'm holding too much and no place to share whats on my mind, the wall will become my enemy and everything will be slammed to it..huhuhu...I'm bad isn't it..

#2 I am a PLAYFUL person..
playful means I love to play around.. I love to tease a girl, a boy, and whoever I'm used to.. and sometimes, I tease people too hard and I know, I will make some people angry with me...sometimes I act like I have no sense of sensitivity at all..and one more things, I LIKE to see people who are beautiful and definitely, a handsome people. and I really like to tease them. what I want to highlight here is, doesn't mean that I like to tease a girl, I like them or whatsoever that are NEGATIVE or what they called the L word.. hey..I know somehow I act like a boy, but my feeling are still towards a guy, yes..a GUY..but for me, there is no point to fall in love when you don't have any intention to marriage..that is my opinion, I don't have a time to in 'trial' relationship and yes I totally not into it..and back to what I just said, I like to tease anyone, its just don't get me wrong when I teased a girl, that I have a special feeling toward them..thats all..

#3 I CARE too much..
what I want to say is,sometimes I care too much to someone or maybe anyone and sometimes people will think that I am weird.. I know what the others think, it just that I don't tell anybody about this. and guess what..the L word is the best way other people describe me..*sigh* what more thing should I say..I don't know what to say anymore..I was stressed with all this kind of craps..yes..its a CRAPS..it annoyed me..it make me feel like I shouldn't get any nearer people..so what should I do, should I transferred to an isolated land where no one is there, where the people that have been there is only me and me..hmm...I just want to ask, is it wrong for me to care??is it wrong?? or do you want me to become a robot, no feeling at all towards all the human??is that it??hmm..I don't know why, but I guessed human mentality has loss it nerves a bit.. since sometimes they will only know to judge the book by it cover eventhough they love to say, DON'T JUDGE THE BOOK BY ITS COVER. but the best word to give to them is, DO WHAT YOU SAY. don't be a people that only know how to talk, but don't know how to take action on what he/she talk.hmm.. I'm sorry if I care too much, but remember also, when I care, thats mean I really adore you..hmm..

#4 I'm a BLURRY person..
yes..I'm a blurry person.. no objection after all.. I respond a lil bit late when people ask me a question, err..for this topic, I don't know whether I should blame my nerves system or what, but seriously sometimes I take a longer time to respond to what you say or what you do and sometimes I end up to be like IGNORING on what you say or what you do. I want to make it clear here, I'M NOT ONE OF THE IGNORANT PEOPLE..it just that sometimes I take a lil time to talk to you, or answer your question when it come to a face-to-face conversation..but in texting or chatting or anything that is not a face-to-face conversation, with Allah wills, I can respond faster than a face-to-face conversation..huhu...sorry for the troubles..

fuhhh...done for now..and with Allah wills, I will update more if I was given a sufficient time to finish it okay..what I post here is to clear some misunderstand that keep on haunting me.. and I'm sorry if what I said here, make you feel offend or what..okay..forgive me..so that all peeps.. have a blissful day..

Friday 27 January 2012

Assalamualaikum and good after mid night peeps..
waaa...
I know the clock is alreadly 3.32am..
but I can't close my eyes since there have been a lot that playing through my mind..
but nevermind about that..
okay..
this post is about a song from U Kiss..
the title is Love of a friend..
for me, honestly,
the title said it all..
at first I try to hear this song because of the title..
hehehe..
and eventually I fell in love with the song..
It touch my heart DEEPLY...
fuhh..
without any longer blablablabla..
listen to it..
I'll present you the song alongside the lyrics and the subtitle..
so..
enjoy!!


du nuni meoreosseo sigani meomchwosseo
nunbusin neoreul nan arabeoryeosseo
gamchul su eobseo nado nareul eojjeol suga eobseo
neoreul saranghandago neol gatgo sipdago
ara gajil su eomneun neoya chinguui sarang
harudo mot itgesseo meomchul suga eobseo
sum makhige neoreul saranghanda neoman saranghanda
neol baraboneun gaseumi ta deureoman ganda
chingudo yeonindo anin sai apa unda
sumgil su eomneun nae mami jakkuman keojyeo apa onda

Rap)
sumdo swil suga eobseo gajil su eobseoseo
igeon machi gaseumi apeun one Side a Love
I Need you, I Want you, I Miss you, Wanna Feel you. (Hey,Baby)
So Please, no that my mine is only for you

Rap Hook)
hoksi niga himdeulgo jichyeoseo dareun nugungaga pillyohal ttae naega
isseulge jalhalge niga pyeonhi swige naega neo dwie seoseo isseulge
honja baraman boneun neoya chinguui sarang
jiuryeo aereul sseodo jiul suga eobseo ( You’re mybeautiful Girl!! )
Beautiful, neoreul saranghanda neoman saranghanda
neol baraboneun gaseumi ta deureoman ganda
chingudo yeonindo anin sai apa unda
sumgil su eomneun nae mami jakkuman keojyeo apa onda

modeungeol beoryeodo neol gatgo sipdago
babogateun honjatmal, kkeutnae na nege motan mal
sum makhige neoreul saranghanda neoman saranghanda
neol baraboneun gaseumi ta deureoman ganda
chingudo yeonindo anin sai apa unda
sumgil su eomneun nae mami jakkuman keojyeo apa onda

daeum sesang dasi taeeonandamyeon nochi anha
na michidorok saranghae neol jugeulmankeum sarang handa

the subtitle..

My eyes have gone blind, time has stopped
I got to know you, who is so eye-blinding
I can't hide it, I can't help myself
I love you, I want you
I know I can't have you- the love of a friend
I can't forget for a single day- I can't stop


*Breathlessly, I love you, I only love you
My heart that looks toward you is burning
We're not friends, we're not lovers- it hurts and I cry
My heart cannot be hidden- it's getting bigger- it hurts


I can't breath because I can't have you
This is a heartbreaking one side love
I Need you, I Want you, I Miss you, Wanna Feel you. (Hey, Baby)
So please, know that my mind is only for you


If you are tired and exahusted and you need someone else
I will be there, I'll treat you well so you can rest
I will stand behind you- I'll look at you alone- the love of a friend
Though I try to erase, I cannot erase (You're my beautiful girl)


Beautiful, I love you, I only love you
My heart that looks toward you is burning
We're not friends, we're not lovers- it hurts and I cry
My heart cannot be hidden- it's getting bigger- it hurts


Even if I throw everything else away, I want you
The foolish monlogue, the words I couldn't tell you


* repeat


If we are born again in the next world, I won't let you go
I love you like crazy, I love you till death


till then..
have a blessful day peeps..
=')

Friday 20 January 2012

I don't know why..
but there is some emptiness in my mind..
huhu..
I don't know what exactly is playing through in my mind..
too much actually..
study, personal and blablabla...

study..
huhuhuu...I don't know why..but it seems like that my attention in studies keep on dropping..huhuhu..I don't know why..but I guess I'm becoming worse than I should..huhuhu..I don't want to disappoint my loves one, but it appears that I'm not into it anymore..huhuhu..Ya Allah..please always open my heart to grab all of Your knowledge..I don't want to keep on living these way..I want to change it..who don't want to have their own house, car, blablabla...I want that!!I really want..huhu...please...do give me strength to keep on moving and learn as much as I can..Amin..

personal..
okay..in personal term..actually I don't know how to say this..but yes..its feel like there is some weird feeling keep on bothering me...I don't know why..but one thing for sure, it keep bothering me damn hard...huhuhu..it just make me kinda insane sometimes...huhuhu..I try not to overthink it but I will eventually think about it more than I could resist..take note, its not that 'love-love' feeling..I'm shutting my 'door' for that kind of issues for now..all I can say, its a 'unknown' feeling since I guess this is the first time I ever feel about it..huhuhu..but one thing for sure, if I keep on holding this feeling, It will distance me more with my loves one..huhuhu..I don't know how I can remove this feeling..and I hope it will disappear, since it keep me on the 'moody-moody' mood..huhuhuhu..arghhhhh!!!!bring me out!!!I want to go somewhere..ALONE!!
huhuhu...


p/s: still hoping for a bless from the ONE..

hehe...*evil grin*

Assalam and good half night peeps!!
hehe..
*evil grin*
you don't know what exactly I want to post right,
hehe..
okay..
its in Malay, but I hope you can read it..hehe..
I copied it from Miss Elia..
credit to her..hehe
the title is..
'How to make your roommate/housemate get annoyed with you'
ready...
set...
read!!
hehe


1. Setiap hari Jumaat, pack segala barang anda dan bagitau kat roommate anda nak balik kampung. Selepas sejam, balik ke bilik & terangkan bhw takda org kat rumah. Unpack segala brg anda & pegi tidor.

2. Setiap kali roommate anda balik, jerit sekuat hati" horee...kau dah balik". Lepas tu menari dlm 5 minit. Lepas tu, tenung jam lama2 dan tanya dia "Sepatutnya kau dah blah dah skrg"

3. Buat2 terjaga pd tengah malam, jerit kuat2 " Tolong, kat mana aku berada ni?" dan lari keliling bilik tu. Kalau bilik kecil, cukuplah sekadar melompat 2-3 kali. Kemudian, sambung tidor. Esoknya, kalo dia tanya, pura2 tak tahu apa yg dia cakap.

4. Ambil marker, buat bulatan kecil kat lengan anda. Besarkan bulatan tu setiap hari sambil berkata "Dah merebak... dah merebak!"

5. Beli pepokok bonsai. Bercakap & tidor dengan pokok tu setiap hari. Selepas seminggu, bertengkar dgn pokok tu dan cakap "Aku tak boleh hidup sebilik dengan kau lagi" sambil keluar & menghempaskan pintu bilik dgn kuat...Buang pokok tu tapi biarkan pasu kat situ.

6. Beli pisau banyak-banyak. Tajamkan setiap malam sambil merenung roommate anda sambil berkata "Tak lama lagi...tak lama lagi..."

7. Duduk didepan papan chess dua-tiga jam tanpa buat apa2 atau cakap apa2. Lepas tu bangun secara tiba2 sambil berkata, "Siot betul, kalah lagi"

8. Setiap kali roommate balik, tutup lampu dan tidor. lepas dia keluar, bangun dan menjerit dgn kuat "Horee...!". buka lampu semula.

9. Pakai topi kertas. Bila dia balik, cakap "Selamat Datang ke McDonald. Boleh saya ambil pesanan anda..." Lepas tu buat muka bodoh, sambil berkata "Eh, kau rupanya..."

10. Kata kat roommate "Ada pesanan penting untuk kau". Lepas tu buat2 pengsan. Lepas 2-3 jam, bangun dan cakap yagn anda dah lupa pesanan tu. Kemudian, cakap "Eh...aku dah ingat". Lepas tu pengsan balik.

11. Bila roommate anda balik, berpura2 tengah telefon. Caci maki dan menjerit dengan kuat kat telefon tu. Lepas tu letak telefon dan cakap kat roommate bhw yg telefon tadi adalah mak dia. Cakap mak dia akan telefon balik.

12. Kalau roommate suka gosok gigi kat sinki, perhatikan sampai habis. Lepas dia habis, cakap dengan dia bhw anda kena ajar dia cara mengosok gigi dengan betul.

13. Edarkan risalah ke kawasan kedai/rumah kedai berdekatan rumah/kampus. Dalam risalah tu, nyatakan bahawa roommate anda hilang. Letak sekali gambar dia dlm risalah tu. Tawarkan hadiah kepada sesiapa yg menjumpai roommate anda.

14. Bila roommate anda tutup lampu pd sebelah malam, nyanyi lagu opera sekuat hati. Bila dia buka balik lampu, buat2 muka bodoh dan confused.

15. Duduk & renung roommate dlm 2-3 jam. Kalau boleh, bawa member2 sekali sambil makan kacang & popcorn. Buat macam tengah tengok wayang.

16. Masa roommate tiada, ambil deodoran dan sapukan pada seluruh dinding bilik. Bila dia balik, puji bahawa bilik berbau wangi. Lakukan selalu sampai deodoran tu habis.

17. Kalau roommate ada binatang peliharaan, spt kucing, offer utk beri makan kpd binatang tsbt. Cepat2 keluarkan botol gam atau minyak rambut sebelum dia beri persetujuan kpd kau.

18. Pegang & gosok-gosok rambut roommate anda sambil berkata "Rambut kau hitam, lurus dan berkilat la...Macam teknik rebonding...". Sekali-sekala buat masa dia tengah tidur.

19. Mase roommate tido, bungkus dia macam kafan mayat (siap ikat), pastu panggil member dlm 10 orang bace yasin ramai2. bile rumet jage pakat2 buat x nmpk ape2.

20. Sebelum roommate balik dari kelas, bungkus diri sendiri macam kafan (siap ikat jugak) pastu baring senyap-senyap atas katil dia. Mesti dia terkujat sampai pengsan bila masuk bilik tengok2 ada mayat.

hehehe..I changed the words a lil bit..hehe..
my question is..
"BERANI KA ANDA??"
Have a nice day peeps!!!
X3

Sunday 15 January 2012

Assalam peeps..!!
don't want to say much more..
watch this video..
from Komander Syafiq Fadeli..
hehehe..
still remembering him as one of the 'FIERCE' commander I've ever known..hehe..
but yet, I like to see his vlog since its informative, and yes..
Our fierce commander is a funny guy also..
hehe..
spontaneous joke..
but it was informative..
and I enjoy how he delivered his speech..
a very huge applause to you komander!!
=D

I know the topic is about married..no, I'm not into it..it just I want to share this topic after all..hehe...if you want to view his other video, you just can simply go to youtube and type his name, Syafiq Fadeli or you can also visit his blog at http://www.syafiqfadeli.blogspot.com/.. very informative and good for us..hehe..till then, have a blessful day peeps..=D

Saturday 14 January 2012

Story for this week

*Chaotic Week*
*The week of tests and quizzes*
*Stressed up*
*Too much pain held inside*
*looking for a shoulder to lean on*
*looking for a place to cry on*
*Try to holding back*
*Try to smile a lot eventhough it hurts*
*An inner conflict happen*
*The problems piled up*
*The stress starts to monopoly the heart*
*Tears start to drops*
*Feel better*
*Says Alhamdulillah*
*Because Allah still give me a moment to replace all my mistake*
*knowing that I'm not alone*
*I have my friends who I can count on to*
*Have my family who keep on believing*
*And last but not least*
*Have Allah always by my side, protecting and guiding me to a better person*

Have a blessful day peeps!!!
=)

Wednesday 11 January 2012

F.R.U.S.T.R.A.T.I.O.N

Assalamualaikum and hi there peeps!!!
haaa..how is your day today???is it more special than yesterday, or you might have a bad day today??haa..I guess..most of the reader can guess what I want to post right now..from the title you can know what exactly I want to say..*sigh*yes..I know..this feeling will always make us totally stress and lack of confidence..I know this 'bad' feeling will make us feel uneasy with ourselves..It make us feel that we are unuseful to others peoples..hmmm...I admit, I always feel this...who don't..all human being will feel frustration..it will be weird for us to hear someone who don't feel frust any at all..but all of the frustration depend on us how to handle it..I may not be a good advisor..but since what been happening on lately, whether its me or my friends, I really want to try clarify some 'way' to release their frustration..this my opinion, so if you don't think what I say is right, I'm sorry, but yes, this is only my point of view.. So, I hope you can read it with open minded and heart..
hmmm...for me...
ITS FINE TO BE FRUST!!
as we all know, nobody, someone who is normal and human being, never feel frustrated over something..yes..for me..its fine if you feel frustrated..it shows that, you are a human..you feel sad, you feel frust,but the most important thing is, when you FALL, you know how to STAND UP AGAIN..I know, it will not be easy for us to forget all sorts of negative feeling,but it give us some time to appreciate our lives..maybe before this we use to take everything or atleast one thing for granted, so this frustration show us,why we should appreciate our lives that is full of laugh and all sort of funny thing, it show how valuable is the smile and the laugh we use to have..and for those who are muslim, it show that Allah really love us??why??because...He make us see, that the road that we took, is not always easy, and He gave this feeling, so we don't carried away with our negligence towards all of our goal..He give us some space, to think, 'hey,this is where I messed up, I must do something to correct it'..trust me, He will always listen to what you say..He is the best listener after all..more than how our parent listen to us..He is our creator after all..so, don't be carried off with all the burden,lack confidence and all sort of -ve feeling that come to us, let make those -ve feeling to be our antidote to rise..please...enough punishing..we may punish ourselves, but don't punish too much..we are human..we make mistake, learn from it..It won't give any harm..remember, most of all the succesful person in this world, they start with a failure..don't punish, change it  to a sweet revenge..revenge??sound cruel??but it more better than punishing..revenge is where we want to do something to gain back what we have lost, while punishing is getting ourselves hurt and don't get anything at all..so...I guess, right now, you know which choice you should pick..so do what is right,everyday and don't regret the decision you take..hey...cheer up..remember, don't think that we are unlucky to feel that kind of feeling, since it only happen to those who He wanted it to happen, try to get the message that He sent to us through our suffers and sadness..and even people are talking bad about you, its fine..they are just too jealous to you,and remember,life is like a wheel, maybe today we are sad and disappoint to what just happen to us, but one day, the moment we are flashbacking our past, we will say,'I pass those rainy day'...=)
I'll left you with this song, Skyscraper by Demi Lovato..this good song show us, no one can bring us down if we have this 'inner' beast that will be taking care of us..till then..be good to yourself, appreciate everything you have..

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending
Like we never had a chance

Do you have to make me feel like
So there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better
To watch me while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here, watch you disappear
Yeah oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Oh Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

(Like a skyscraper) huh huh huh

Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper



don't try this..=|



be strong..we can handle it..=')

 till then, have a blessful night peeps!!

Tuesday 10 January 2012

small gift..=)

Assalamualaikum and haiii there peeps..!!
heee...its been awhile..
I don't have soooooo much time to update my blog..
since I have a little time,yes...only a little time to spent with my blog..so I decide to to post this..
hehe..
since this week seem to be busy for me..*sigh*yeaa....a lot of work,a lot of assignment,a lot playing around..wooppsss...that is routine..heee...err....what I want to post..is just a small gift to this particular person..heee..what??where the gift??behind you...heee...kidding...the gift is.....



tadaaaaaa.!!!
heeee...
simple isn't it..
it is just a picture that I took...Blurry??sorry...cheap phone..heeee...took this picture after last class at 6pm..hehehe..and I don't DRAW this picture..it was earlier drew by mr/mrs unknown..hehe..I just add some finishing touch to make it well..hehe..and it captivating me since this image only exist in my table..heee...when I saw this image, I remember this particular person that is currently study abroad and this is her first year study abroad..heee..great isn't it..heee...errr....hmmm...All I want to say is,I just want to wish you have a blessful year abroad, study well, achieve your dream, be strong if you have a problem,good luck for all your tests and quizzes..take a good care of your health and yourself..don't be stubborn alright..hehe..InsyaAllah we'll meet again..

till then..
good night sis..
good night peeps..
have a blessful day everyone!!!
=)

Friday 6 January 2012

My SunShinEs!! =3

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When the skies are grey
You'll never know dear
How much I love you
So please don't take
My sunshine
Away

The other night dear
As I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms
When I awoke dear
I was mistaken
And I held
My head
And cried

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When the skies are grey
You'll never know dear
How much I love you
Please don't take
My sunshine
Away

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When the skies are grey
You'll never know dear
How much I love you
Please don't take
My sunshine
Away
Please don't take my sunshine away

my family!!=D

Gangsterlicious...=D

Generazi 08_09...=D

DoRm 1 (HoT PiRanHa)..=D

My SeconD LoVe
 heee....
=D

Sunday 1 January 2012

seratus kali....

100 kali by Axl 

100 kali kau benci padaku
1000 kali ku suka kepadamu
100 kali kau marah padaku
1000 kali ku sabar sikapmu

100 kali kau sayang padaku
1000 kali ku suka kepadamu
100 kali kau setia padaku
1000 tahun kau ku tunggu

Akan ku pertahankan
Cinta ini Untukmu selamanya
Di hatiku biarpun beribu datang menggodaku
Takkan ku hiraukan

Percayalah kasih janjiku ini
Akan ku sunting dikau menjadi milikku
Bertakhta bahagia di mahligai indah

100 kali kau benci padaku
1000 kali ku suka kepadamu
100 kali kau marah padaku
1000 kali ku sabar sikapmu

Bagaikan rembulan menemani malam
Seumpama hadirmu diibaratkan
Menerangi hidupku
Yang dulu dalam kegelapan

Kau bawakan sinar penuh pengharapan
Dalam hidupku yang mengharapkan
Setulus kasihmu mengharumi taman cinta

Akan ku pertahankan
Cinta ini Untukmu selamanya
Di hatiku biarpun beribu datang menggodaku
Takkan ku hiraukan

Percayalah kasih janjiku ini
Akan ku sunting dikau menjadi milikku
Bertakhta bahagia di mahligai indah

100 kali kau benci padaku
1000 kali ku suka kepadamu
100 kali kau marah padaku
1000 kali ku sabar sikapmu
1000 kali ku sabar sikapmu



suggested by SherryAnne..I love the lyrics..hehe...and yes..it captivating me..heee...enjoy..its fine to be sentimental..heee...