how...

Hallo Hallo Hallo!!!!

woopsss..ASSALAMUALAIKUM and hai there peeps!!!!

heeee...how's your day?? great day??don't forget to thank god for the blessing today..heee...okay2...sbnrnya aku tak tau pn apa maw post ne, saja2 jak nak post, tp stlh penat stalking blog org laen(wooppsss..dilayan..hehehe), aku rasa jari jemari aku ne mcm maw taip sesuatu jak..and the ideas come in a blink of an eyes..hehehe..errr...HOW??  how what?? how did I love you??? waahhhh...emosi ayat tu..hahaha..xda laa...malas maw berfeeling-feeling d tgh subuh ne..ehh..subuh ehh...blm laee...masi tgh mlm..night still young bebeh!!hahahaha...joke...okay, ayt d atas tu pernah gak terfikir, tp utk post kali ini, hanya akan menumpukan kpada ayat ini(aisehmen..skemaaa...xD) "HOW DID WE GET CLOSE??"...Aaaaaaa..close mcm mana tuuu r...hahahaha...persoalan ne bkn utk kekasih k..its not referring close as a lover or all sort of things, enough with the love2 things, I'm not into it..hehehe..okay...bila aku fikir2 laaa kan, kdg2 aku tak dpt nak terangkan atau bgi maklumt scra trprinci mcm mana aku leh rapat dgn org..aku pun tak tahu, biar mcm mana aku cuba ingt kn, aku takkan ingt punya..mgkin diri ini smakin tua, tp mmg aku xdpt ingt jua wlau dri dlu aku cuba mengingt...(I'm still 19 laaa..>.<"") kdg2 pelik kan, mcm rasa terkezut pun ada jua..sbb dlm skelip mata kta blh rapat dgn org tu tnpa kta sedar, dan kdg2 aku pn mcm ttnya diri aku,"mcm mn aku leh rpt sama dia/kamu/dorg ne r??"dan minda ku akan mulai ligat mencari & menggali smula crita2 lama utk mengingt balik mcm mana aku leh rapat sma sesiapa jak yg aku rpt skrg, tp tak ku temu jwpn itu..(uwaaaiittzzz...hahaha)..tp dlm2 pelik2 tu, best juaa laa, sbb  aku dpt kenal dgn sstgh org ne dgn lbih rapat dan lbih baek sbb bla kta rpt sma org kn, tak semena-mena kta pun akn mulai memahami prangai org tu, kta tahu apa yg dia suka atau tak suka, kta tahu serba sdkit khdupan dia dan etc etc etc...hehehe..byk tu etc dia tu, kuasa tiga pnya etc...hehehehe...tp btol laa kn, dan pling pnting(pd aku laa kn), bla kta da mkin rpt sma org tu, pertalian ukhwah antra kta sama org tu juaa smakin kuat dan kdg2 blaa pertalian tu kuat, kta anggap dorg mcm saudara kta sndri, susah & senang bersama, apa2pun insyaAllah akn d tmpuhi bersama teman2..waaahh..hehehe..kdg2 bla d fkir blik masa awal2 berjumpa, mcm tak percaya yg kta akan rapat dgn org ne dan org tu..sbb ada masa dia trutama tym mula2 kta jumpa dgn sahabat2 ne, kita akan terJUDGE THE BOOK BY ITS COVER.hehehe..mula2 kta rsa org ne mcm tu, org ne mcm ne, tp bla da knal dan rapat, bru kta phm sdikit dmi sdikit psl org tu..dan  kdg2 bla kta da rpt, bru kta phm knapa dia mcm tu..dan bla kta rapat sama org la kan, org pasti akan tau kelemahan kta, dan pd msa tu laa kta tgk mcm mana dia menghadapi klemahan2 kta, adkh dia sbr layan perangai kta yg kdg2 mcm tah apa2, atau bla dia da taw prangai kta yg sbnr, trus dia menjauhkan diri..fuhh..byk sbnrnya yg blh kta dpt dan perolehi bla kta rpt sama org, tp, dlm byk2 positif tu, ada jua yg negatif..sbb yelaa, mmg bla kta rpt sama org ne, kta akan smkin syg sma dia, dan insyaAllah kta cuba jd shbt yg baik utk dia, tp tak dinafikan, yaa..tak dinafikan, ada segelintir org ne, dia rapat sama kita sbb dia ada agenda dia yg tersendiri..ayt pling sng d sini, dia hnya mempergunakan sahabatnya..hmm..sbagai contoh laa, aku rpt sma org ne, sbb aku tahu dia terkenal, jdi bla aku sllu sama dia, aku akan turut terkenal laa jg atau contoh yg kedua, aku rapat sama org ne sbb dia ne kaya, jd bla aku keluar sama dia, sng aku mnta blnja itu ini dan etc etc etc..okay..itu hanya bbrapa contoh mengenai kawan yg tak ada nilai etika sbagai seorg sahabat..honestly laa dri aku, org mcm ne campak dkt laut jak senang, biar jdi makanan JERUNG..sbb terus trg aku ckp, org mcm ne menghina nilai persahabatan ohh..mgkin dia rasa kwn2 ne hnya sbagai batu loncatan utk berjaya, bla dia susa, dia akn cri kwn2 dia, tp bla dia senang, maw nmpak byg2 pun mak aiihhh...susah gilaaa...jd scara automatiknya, aku mmg benci tahap dewa dgn org2 jenis mcm ne..rasa mcm nak TTS jak sllu org mcm ne..huhuhuhu...dan secara tak langsung laa kn, org mcm ne laa yg blh mnyebabkan seseorg tu hlang kepercayaan trhdp seorg shbt..dala dia gunakan shbtnya ne, bla shbat dia ne lae sedar yg dia ne da dperkotak-katikkan, maka shabat dia ne akan mulai hilang kepercayaan seorg shbt, dan kemungkinan besar, dia akn mengikut jejak langkah si shabat yg tlh memperkotak-katikkan dia..hmm..nmpak tak effect dia, besar gk laa effect org yg merosakkan hati shabatnya ne..law shabat dia ne jenis yg sabar dan redha dgn semua tu,tak apa laa, tp law shabat dia ne jenis yg mudah berdendam, tak kaa naya sahabat2 yg lain nnti??hmmm...tp, apa2pun percayala bhwa stiap apa yg terjadi ada hikmahnya, mgkin bla kta d pertemukan dgn 'SAHABAT' mcm d atas tu, kita akan lbih berhati-hati dan berwaspada dlm memilih sahabat yg bakal menjadi teman kita,dan ingtlaa, shabat sejati itu apabila susah dan senang bersama2, ketawa dan tangis akan menjengah, namun tali ukhwah itu trus bertapak d hati, insyaAllah d dunia dan akhirat..
doa saya utk diri saya, semoga saya menjadi sahabat yg baik dan sedia membantu sahabat2 sy yg dlm ksedihan ataupun kesusahan, dan semoga tali ukhwah itu takkan putus dan biarlah ia melingkari hidup saya shingga akhir nyawa sy..=')
doa saya utk sahabat-sahabat di luar sana: terima kasih d atas huluran persahabatan, terima kasih kerna pernah mmbuat saya tersenyum, mmbuat saya gembira, terima kasih kerana memahami apabila sy dlm kesusahan, apabila sy dlm kesedihan, terima kasih kerana sudi melap airmata yg kdg2 mengalir, terima kasih sbb mmberi sy peluang utk memiliki sahabat2 sprti kalian, terima kasih di atas rasa kasih syg yg kalian berikan, terima kasih d atas semua tunjuk ajar, terima kasih kerana masih sudi melayani karenah saya, terima kasih kerna masih mampu bersabar dgn kelemahan saya, dan terima kasih utk segalanya.. semoga semua kenangan yg terindah dlm tempoh perkenalan kta, menjadi memori yg akn kekal dlm hati kita..amin...=')

thanks for holding my hand when I'm near to fall, and  for giving your hands, when I need to stand up again
=)

till then..have a blissful day peeps!!

p/s: 4 more subject to go..BIO200, PHY150, CHM256 & MAT238..ya Allah, permudahkan laa urusan ku dan teman2 ku..amin3x...

ONE OF THE BEST!!

Assalam and hey there peeps!!!
okay..rancangan pada hari ini adalah...



hahahahaha....

skema joo...mcm rncgn mmasak plaa..hahaha..sptutnya hari ini ialah hari mengulangkaji, memandangkan esok ada paper CTU211...huhuhuhu..apaa??senang??haaiihhh...SENANG bhaa law BELAJAR...hahahaha...tula mslhnyaaa...dri td lae xbljr ne..huhuhuhu..asyik stalking org jaa...wooopppsss...terkasi tahu laa pulaaa..hahaha..alaaaa..lek laaa..stalk jak pun..tak slh pn nak stalk org kn..laen crita law aku hack ka apa..skadar stalk, DILAYAN bhaa!!!hahahaha..ok tujuan aku post ne sbb aku nak bg tgk dan buka mata org luar dan org d mana2 jak tntg tmpat aku menimba ilmu skg..haaa...orang selalu kata, TAK PAYAH LAA MASUK UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI MARA, BLAAABLAAABLAAAA.okaaayyy...itu antara complain yg aku trimaa laa, tp aku xleh sbut, sbb aku da lupa2 daa..hehehe..tp mmg byk yg tak suka kunun maw masuk UiTM, dan paling aku xleh dgr laa kn, dorg kata, UiTM TEMPAT BUANGAN BAGI PELAJAR YG KURANG CEMERLANG..adeiii....serius laa kan, takleh blah pnya ayt bosss..sakit hati dgr..wahh..mcm UiTM ne tong sampah plaa bla kna ckp mcm tu..fuhh...tp dgn data terbaru ne, aku harap dapat la MEMBUKA MATA sesetgh pihak yg mmg tak memandang UiTM sbagai tmpat menimba ilmu..ok..sediakan mata anda dan bukalah minda anda k..

50 UNIVERSITI TERBAIK DI MALAYSIA 2012


1.Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM) (Rank dunia: 428)
2.Universiti Teknologi Malaysia (UTM) (Rank dunia: 437)
3.Universiti Sains Malaysia (USM) (Rank dunia: 464)
4.Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM) (Rank dunia: 523)
5.Universiti Malaya (UM) (Rank dunia: 596)
6.Universiti Teknologi MARA (UiTM) (Rank dunia: 626)
7.Multimedia University (MMU) (Rank dunia: 891)
8.Universiti Malaysia Sabah (Rank dunia: 1222)
9.Universiti Malaysia Perlis (UNIMAP) (Rank dunia: 1341)
10.International Islamic University of Malaysia (UIA) (Rank dunia: 1411)
11.Universiti Teknologi Petronas (UTP)
12.Universiti Tenaga Nasional (UNITEN)
13.Universiti Utara Malaysia (UUM)
14.Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman
15.Universiti Malaysia Terengganu
16.Universiti Malaysia Sarawak (UNIMAS)
17.Universiti Malaysia Pahang (UMP)
18.Universiti Sains Islam Malaysia
19.Universiti Tun Hussein Onn Malaysia
20.Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris
21.Open University Malaysia
22.Universiti Teknikal Malaysia Melaka
23.International Medical University
24.Taylor’s University College
25.Tunku Abdul Rahman College
26.Universiti Pertahanan Nasional Malaysia
27.University of Nottingam Malaysia
28.UCSI University
29.Monash University Malaysia
30.Malaysia Theological Seminary
31.Universiti Kuala Lumpur
32.Curtin University of Technology Sarawak Campus
33.Universiti Industri Selangor
34.Selangor International Islamic University College
35.Al Madinah International University
36.Wawasan Open University
37.University Tun Abdul Razak
38.KDU College
39.Universiti Malaysia Kelantan
40.Asia Pasific Institute of Information Technology
41.Help University College
42.Sunway University College
43.INSANIAH University College
44.Universiti Sultan Zainal Abidin
45.Segi College
45.University of Malaya Medical Center & Faculty of Medicine
47.Majlis Peperiksaan Malaysia
48.Malaysian Institute of Management
49.Limkokwing University of Creative Technology
50.Disted-Stamford College 


okay...da buka mata luas2????nampak tak UiTM tangga keberapa??? nombor 6 kan, dan rank dunia pla 626..jadi skrg tlg bgtaw aku, part mana yg menunjukkan UiTM ADALAH TEMPAT BUANGAN BAGI PELAJAR YG KURANG CEMERLANG??okay..aku harap kamu buka mata laa sebelum mengutuk UiTM k..jgn main sembarangan cakap UiTM itu la, ini laa..d mana-mana pun kamu belajar, semua dari hati kamu, biarpun belajar d OXFORD skalipun,tp law perangai mmg hancusss, takda guna jg kan..dan kpd semua warga UiTM, UiTM DIHATIKU...

till then..
have a blissful day..

HELL-OOOOOOO F.E!!

Assalam and hai there peeps!!!!!! ^_^Y

Waaahhh…lama suda x update blog ne..apa blh buat…mmg semester 3 ne adalah semester yg tersangat dan sangat sibuk untuk saya dan teman2 AS1203…dan sedar xsedar, skrg da study week dan minggu dpn & minggu-minggu seterusnya adalah minggu yg paling dtakuti sebab start minggu dpn final exam akan menjengah semua penghuni UiTM seluruh negeri..arrgggghhh..byk yg maw d cover..ohh tidaakkk…mana lagi mslh2 emosi yg sllu mengganggu, tp buat masa ne tolak ke tepi dlu segala mslh2 tu, hrp2 dpt laa tolak ketepi kn..huhuhuhu..apa2 pn, aku mengharapkan yg terbaik dlm menjalankan tugas ku sebagai seorang pelajar, memberikn yg terbaik dlm mencapai sesuatu kejayaan..well, NO PAIN NO GAIN..biarlah bersakit2 skrg, yg penting aku tak sakit pd msa akan dtg..insyaAllah..aku xmaw laa aim terlampau tinggi, tp hrpn utk menaikkan pointer tu sentiasa ada..insyaAllah, yg pnting aku cuba berusaha sebaik mungkin & slebihnya aku kena serahkan pd Allah, sbb bla aku merancang, Allah jg merancang, dan sebaik-baik rancangan itu adalah rancangan Allah..dan apa pun result yg aku dpt nnt, aku cuba redhakan hati dan aku cuba terima seadanya..insyaAllah..tp redha xbermakna aku kena diam2 tanpa ada usaha utk perbaiki diri, itu sama la mcm aku tunggu tu bintang jatuh ke riba, aiseehhh..bermadah plaa aku cne..hehe..xsuka??sorry laaa…tp ini blog saya…hehehe..jd jika tak suka, sila lah tekan butang x tu ya..hehehe…

Apa-apapun, di sini, saya, NoAzSha ingin mengucapkan selamat melangkah ke FINAL EXAM buat semua teman2 UiTM seluruh negeri, semoga kita berikan yg terbaik dlm mencapai pointer yg lebih tinggi, dan semoga apa yg kita belajar slama ne melekat laa sebagai ilmu-ilmu yg berguna yg bukan hnya dgunakan masa belajar, tp jua blh dgunakan masa kita suda kerja nnti..insyaAllah..for my AS1203, korg buatlah yg terbaik k, mari kita menuju kearah kejayaan bersama-sama, BERGABUNG MELETUP,WARHHHHH!!!!

till then,

Assalam & have a blissful day peeps!!!

=D

pesan untuk kamu...

saya bukan teman yang baik..

saya minta maaf...

mungkin silap saya..

mungkin ini takdir Nya..

mungkin ini semua dugaanNya..

dan mungkin..

kamu akan berjumpa dgn kawan yg lebih baik dari saya...

apa2pun..

saya takkan pernah berdendam dgn kamu..

sbb buat apa saya membenci

org yg pernah buat saya gembira..

org yg pernah buat saya tersenyum..

dan saya belum sampai ke tahap utk mencaci apa lagi mencerca kamu..

itu bagi saya suda cukup kejam..

namun begitu..

mungkin ada hikmah kita begini sekarang..

mungkin keadaan akan kembali pulih seperti biasa...

mugkin juga tidak...

namun saya tetap berdoa agar hidup kamu akan sntiasa d berkati olehNya..

dan suatu hari nanti..

bila kamu tringat pada saya..

dan tringat semua apa yang pernah saya lakukan pada kamu..

dan semua kenangan yang kita pernah kongsi..

saya harap kamu tidak keberatan utk menghubungi saya..

sbb saya sentiasa menganggap kamu sbagai sahabat saya..

dunia..

dan insyaAllah..

Akhirat..

walaupun kamu sudah tidak mengganggap saya seperti itu..

semoga terus berbahagia..

=')

Yes..Its an Emotional semester for me..

I don't know why..

but somehow...I hate semester 3..

Its just that I over-think too much in semester 3...

Emotionally or Physically...

Its just hard for me...

totally...

now I'm just praying so I can take all these tests..

I'm just hoping for the best..

for me..

you....

and all of us...

amin..

have a blissful day peeps..

4/2/2012

Assalam and hye there peeps!!!

wow..I guess its been awhile for me to update my blog..the spider webs is around the blog right now..hehe..joking..hehe..okay!!today I'm gonna make some synopsis about what just happen yesterday..yes..it was yesterday..after a long time, I've meet my classmates in SMKP..wohh...its been a long time k..around 5 to 6 months..and we have our first meeting for this year yesterday..heee..well..I can say its an spontaneous meeting..since it was not well organised..hehe..the story begin with a plan that I've made since I guess most of my GeneRazi's classmates are here..the first plan is where I set the time to meeting up at Centre Point is 11.00am..but due to some problems, we can't make it or the most correct term is, I OVERSLEPT!!! I woke up at 11.15am!!wow..I guess thats what gonna happen if you don't sleep early..so the plan change to 11.30am.. At that moment I was suppose to wait for miss eyrma(skema joooo) at the bustop, but suddenly my mom give me a green light to use the car to go to CP, but I must accompany her to Putatan first to buy something for her tailoring or something that connected to it..hehe.. so after that, I pick up Anis and then go to Lokkawi to pick up Hani..hehe..and we continue our journey(mcm jauh) to our destination, we arrived there around 1pm..hehe..then we met up with Aldi, Auni and Atirah..hehe..and not longer after that, safwan join us..hehe... I still remembered when one of them said,"awal juga jam11 kamu ne"hehe..and we just answer,"biasa..jam GeneRazi kn bgini"hehehe..sorry..its all because of me..hehehe..then we met with kamalia and she join us hang out..hehe..After that we go to MacD to fulfill our hunger..yes..I'm hungry..ehehe..so we eat, talk, eat again, laugh, eat again, talk, laugh again and it goes on and on..hehe..after that we capture some moment together thanks to miss Hani's DSLR..hehe..after that, as usual, we goes to 8th floor to purchase some tickets to watch a movies, since mr.Aldi so eagerly want to watch 'CHRONICLES',so we follow his choices to watch it, the movies start at 3.40pm so we goes to Popular to brainstorm our mind with some books..hahaha..but actually we aren't really reading there, since we just roaming around looking for books and peoples..hehe..and after that we enter the hall..and guess what..the movies start late..ehehe..yes..around 20minutes..and most of us say"Aldi, syok tul wyg kau ne..mmg 'BEST'.."hahahaha..if I can snap Aldi face at that moment, it was totally hilarious..hehe..well for me, it is hilarious..hehe..and after most of the customers keep on complaining about the lateness of the movies, the screen change it colour to black, we thought it was about to begin, but after that, still no movie have been showed, the crowd getting hotter, and finally the movie are successfully shown at the screen..hehe..errr...a review about the movie???hmmm..honestly for me, its a GOOD movies IF and only IF the story is infused with more dramatic plot..it was sad, since the effect is totally amazing but the story line is kinda lame for me..huhu..honestly, its a flat movies..huhuhu..fortunately, I buy the ticket with a discount thanks to my student card..hehe..after that, we capture a few moments together before we leaving to Tg.Aru beach for seeing the sunsets..hehehe.. and after we arrive there, I was like..'wow,tourists!!'yes..many tourists were there..especially from Korean..hehe..then we try to contact Anis to know where they are exactly..and guess what, they were at the other sides of the beach, so we go and meet up them at the other side of the beach.. and on our ways to go there, we met er..this 'couple'..hmm..I don't know whether I should call them a couple or what..since they were both a guys, but suddenly this other guy, just glances and grunt toward us..and I was like,"err..what the fish..jealous??" and I ask Hani,"Kau dgr tu ani??" and Hani says "Biarlah dia, dia jealous tu..sbb kita perempuan, dia jadian" and I burst into laugh..hahaha..yes..we have what he don't have..hahaha..=D...and after that, we met up and capture a few moments there, crazy moment actually..hehe..after that, we goes back home..hehe..I was totally tired yesterday, and I don't know why, but my head was spinning and my leg was totally hurt at that moment and it keep on hurting right now..huhu..I don't know what exactly happen to my leg, and now my right forefinger is in bruise..weird..I really don't remember a thing..huhuhu..but nevermind that, hope I'm getting better before wednesday..ehem2..without any further delay, I present you the pictures and enjoy seeing it k!!heee..peace and have a blissful day k peeps!!=)

Aldi,Me,Lia,Anis,Safwan..
=D

the nice one..=D

xtaw pn time ne kna ambil gmbr..hehe
(aldi,me,lia,anis,safwan)

The sunset..=D

mmg kanak2 riang sblh aku ne..hehe
(tiera,me,aldi)

heee...terserlah sikap kanak-kanak riang..
sbab ada 'flash'
=D

comel kan..heee..=D

our feet!!teka mna kaki aku..hehe

err...ani yg suh gambar, jdi ikut kata fotografer jala..hehe

 

smart kn..mcm kena edit..
heeee..=D
Aldi & Auni

some of the spontaneous pose
heeee..
Aldi & Auni

cara2 menyanyikan lagu yg betul..=D

Berdua lebih baik..(^_^)
Me & Ani 

kami lah tu..
heeee..
Azera & Hani

Trio!!

another picts of us..
=D

pling ku sukaaa.!!!=D
(Azera,Hani,Aldi)

ne smart..blh buat poster c ani ckp..
p/s:poster apa ani??kempen marilah ke beach??
heee.. 

we are the kidalz!!=D

Another spontaneous pose..
p/s:sptutnya aku tgk tmpat laen,bru la smart..

hahaha..xtaw pn tym ne kna gmbr..
maen smbarang jak pose..
=D

 

Objective:to get Aldi annoyed..
method: do something ridiculous

'saya giveup dgn mereka' mungkin dlm hati Aldi gne..hehe
p/s:mission accomplished..Ani, kta berjaya..=D

prasan x muka aldi mcm mna..hahaha..auni saksinyaaa..hehe,..

kami punya ketua kelas & penolongnya..
=D
p/s:tgk gmbr yg sterusnya..heee..

hahahaha..tuu diaaaa..!!
yg kat blkg tu pling manang..
smpat menghancurkan gambar mereka berdua..
hahaha..
(Safwan & Anis)
yg kt blkg: Aldi
p/s:sabar yaa safwan..=D

model of the week..
Mr Aldi..
(rambut ala-ala korea & org pling byk interfrem gmbr)
xD

heee..sdg mengukir sesuatu..

Last but not least..





TaDaAaaaaa!!!

For All the GENERAZI..this is for you..=D

THE END..

p/s:waiting for the next outing..

=D

L.O.S.T

Assalam and hey there peeps!!

How is your day today??I hope you all were doing fine beside your loves one..hmmm...

LOST..

I'm not talking about the LOST series..not about the LOS and FAUN also..

but it was about my feeling..yes.. again.. I’m lost in my own feeling..

hmm..I don’t know why..but it keep on bothering me..It was hard for me to explain every inches of these feeling since it was mixed up with all the hectic things that happening to me, but somehow I was just wishing that I can pass this stormy day..hmm..its hard..definitely it was..and yes I was so lost in my own emotion that it make me so not in a mood or in easy word, moody-moody..sometimes I feel, I just want to quit everything and try to live as far as my feet can reach but I know it is impossible to do that..Its totally impossible..Its not that I don’t want to face it or what, it just that I’m totally not in the things that I’ve been doing.. I know, its hard for people to believe that I’m in the state of mixed feeling thanks to my covering smile and laughs..but I don’t know for how long I’ll be pretending like this.. I know, everything happen for a reason..but somehow I can’t figure out the reason right now.. impostor..will I become one??but for how long??hmm..I don’t know..sometimes I just want have some space, alone to rebuild myself..*sigh..* how I wish I can rebuild myself..If can, I really want to rebuild myself..How I wish I was in my childhood day, since that time was the only period that I wasn’t required to think a lot of my future.. hmm..I’m scared to screw up..I’m scared to fail again..but somehow. I was losing my focus on everything..I don’t know why..but my focus is decreasing day by day..Oh Allah..give me strength.. it almost a month before my final exam.. I don’t want to go and answer the paper recklessly.. I know what will happen if I do that..hmm..I will end up in some situation that I don’t want to end up.. guide me Oh Allah..bring me to the light of Your love and mercy..Amin..and do lend me a strength to face this test from You, I know, You will never test me more than I could handle.. but as your servant, I still feel this small problem is totally hard, so I’m begging for your guidance to help me to solve everything that keep on bothering me,and I’m hoping for You guidance in making me to be a much more better person..please lend me the strength Oh Allah the Almighty..Make me a rational person, clear my mind from all the negative feeling that I’ve been having lately..and the TRUTH is, I’m LOST without Your loves and blessing, make my mind, my heart and myself strong.. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin..

Idon’t know what more to say, but one thing for sure, I hope when I sleep, I’ll wake up with more positively thinking and positively self..amin..Have a blissful day peeps..pray before you sleep..Assalam and good night..